Walter...

I know things got out of hand last night. I know you only agreed to see me because you thought I could be mature about it. Well, I'm sorry. I thought I had put all those feelings away, but I hadn't.
I...I wish you would look at me.

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Okay. But...I wore the cummy teardrop scarf you gave me for my birthday last year. Remember that day? Remember how warm it was? Sometimes I wonder if it was actually that warm, or if it was just because we were together. I never told you...but I didn't want to wear this scarf for a long time after you gave it to me. Not because I didn't like it- I love it, you know that -but because it still smelled like your apartment. And I didn't want to wear it because I could just close my eyes and pretend I was with you.

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I understand. I don't deserve to be looked at after what happened. My face doesn't deserve to face your face.